I'm Taking the Bull by the Horn, at least I hope it's the Horn...

I suffer with depression, I think I've established this fact (several times). I have to accept it, I have control over...nothing.

I need to take each day as it comes, and try not to think about other people. My thoughts are filled with what other people thnk about me. I imagine everyone who sees me thinks I'm fat and ugly. Which they may well do, but I've got to train myself not to care.

How I'm going to do this I have no clue whatsoever. I'm on a new diet, I'm not starving myself anymore as - if you could see me you'd know-, this clearly doesn't work. I may resume the occational purge, as this does work ; according to my scales.